Chapter 471: Sudden Release

n Jingwen, a symbol of her status. With him, she can have the envious gaze that all women in the world desire. 。"It's no big deal. I could just get kidnapped again, and die again anyway." 。"You think...Although his limbs weren't quite obeying him, it didn't affect his speed climbing the stairs at all, not one bit. It only fueled his eagerness further. 。Xue Yao paced anxiously in her room, unable to find peace. 。For more than two hours, Chu Yang has been persisting, which has already created a miracle of his father drinking. 。As soon as Xue Yao thought about it, she became even more worried. Chu Yang had never drunk this much alcohol before, he couldn't possibly handle it. 。Thinking of this, Xue Yao could no longer hold back and decided to go down directly and drive Chu Yang away. 。She quickly walked towards the door, just as she was about to reach out and open it, the door was pushed open by Chu. 。Chu Yang's eyes were dazed, and when he saw Xue Yao, he still smiled foolishly. 。"Xue Yao, thank you for letting me have dinner at your home." 。"As Chu Yang spoke, he walked toward the inside. " 。When Chu Yang saw Xue Yao, his body visibly trembled, unaware of it himself. 。Xue Yao saw Chu Yang walking in a crooked, swaying manner as if he was about to fall. She quickly rushed forward to help him up. 。"You've had too much to drink, I'll take you back" Chu Yang frowned. After drinking with his father for more than two hours, he could even walk upstairs, which was already considered a feat. 。"No, you don't have to take me back" 。I'll tell you a few words, then I'll be going. 。As Chu Yang spoke, he felt very tired and in need of a place to rest. 。Then, he walked straight toward Xue Yao's big bed. 。Then she threw her whole body onto the bed. 。"Xue Yao, I've had too much to drink... I can't keep up with Uncle. This is the most I've ever drunk..." 。It's not for anything else... just a terrible mood... utterly miserable. All I want to do is drink, the more the better. 。At this time, Chu Yang's words were incomplete, but he knew the bitterness in his heart. 。"I've had too much to drink, and I understand everything now..." He stopped there, tossing and turning in bed, looking very uncomfortable. 。"What's wrong Are you going to vomit" Xue Yao asked worriedly, looking at Chu Yang being tortured by alcohol like this, she felt truly heartbroken. 。"Don't spit, it won't dirty your bed, and I don't want to annoy you" 。" Xue Yao, I just want to say one thing " 。My love for you is true, even though I fell in love with you later. But... but this time... I truly didn't lie to you. 。Chu Yang, having gotten drunk, was even more candid when repeating these words. 。That sincere heart was evident before Xue Yao. 。He desperately wished that Xue Yao could pick up this sincere heart of his, even if it was just a glance. 。"I was wrong to lie to you before... I apologize... I apologize... I'm kneeling down to apologize to you..."Chu Yang said and was about to get up, but Xue Yao pressed him down. 。"I don't need your apology, just stay lying down and don't move around." 。How could Xue Yao possibly make Chu Yang kneel before her Even if he was in the wrong, even if she couldn't forgive his mistakes. 。It's not just about kneeling when there's gold under one's knees. 。Just as Xue Yao reached out to hold Chu Yang down, Chu Yang seized her hand. 。"Xue Yao, please give me one more chance. I promise I truly love you" 。“Please...”

At this, Chu Yang felt the corners of his eyes moisten. 。Uncle Xue taught him at the time, he thought he wouldn't cry, because he was the one who did something wrong. It was Xue Yao who was wronged, so Xue Yao should be the one crying. He had no face to act pitiful in front of Xue Yao. 。But his heart was really sour, so sour, tears welled up uncontrollably. 。Just then, Chu Yang exerted himself and pulled Xue Yao to his side, extending his long arm to embrace Xue Yao in his arms. 。Only in this way would Xue Yao not see his tears, and wouldn't think he used schemes to conquer her. 。Who knew, the moment Xue Yao lay in his arms, his tears flowed even more fiercely. 。He dared not make a sound, and turned his head to the other side. 。"This time I really didn't lie to you…" He couldn't even finish a complete sentence, Chu Yang's voice began to tremble, and he stopped. 。Chu Yang didn't want Xue Yao to see his tears, but Xue Yao was right there in Chu Yang's eye as the tears formed, swirling around in his eye socket at that very moment. 。His tears streamed down his cheeks, but they landed in Xue Yao's heart. 。Chu Yang's tear must have had a lot of salt in it, otherwise how could his heart be stung so badly 。At the moment when Xue Yao was pulled over by Chu Yang, she happened to be lying sideways on Chu Yang's arm, and she could just see the tears streaming from the corner of Chu Yang's eyes up close. 。Tears welled up in her eyes all of a sudden, Chu Yang turned her head to hide them. 。But these tears shocked Xue Yao's heart. 。What she hates most is seeing people cry, especially men. 。Never in my life have I seen a man cry this big, so you can imagine how precious a man's tears are. 。Could it be that a man crying for a woman truly proves that she holds a special place in his heart 。After hearing Chu Yang's almost choked voice, Xue Yao couldn't control herself anymore. Her eyes were filled with distress and tears welled up in her eyes, then streamed down her cheeks. 。She wanted to comfort Chu Yang, but she was afraid he would feel embarrassed. 。... only keep the words I want to say in my heart ... 。During this time, Chu Yang has experienced forgetting, experiencing a fresh start, and coupled with her distrust and repeated rejection, isn't she already mentally and physically exhausted that she can't help but shed tears 。 Does he really love himself now This time, isn't he deceiving her This time, won't he be paying for another woman "Xue Yao, I really don't love Qin Jingwen anymore 。Actually... I stopped loving her a long time ago. I just made a mistake... mistaking guilt for love for her. 。"Just as Xue Yao fell silent, Chu Yang suppressed his emotions and spoke again. 。The voice was very soft and gentle. 。"If I hadn't distrusted her at the beginning, she wouldn't have met with such unfair treatment." 。I can fully take on tens of millions of dollars in debt for her. 。But not only did I fail to help her, I also added insult to injury. 。"I believe... I believe that even if you knew the truth, you would feel guilty and remorseful. 。"In order to make up for the discomfort in my heart, I tried every means to help Wenwen" 。" At this point, Chu Yang paused, as if he had figured something out, a self-deprecating smile appeared at the corner of his mouth. " 。"Only now do I realize that everything I've done has been for myself" 。I am such a selfish and self-serving person, for my own comfort, I wickedly impose everything on others. 。I'm kind of a jerk. 。"I'm not worthy of you, don't forgive me..."Chu Yang realized that his actions had caused inconvenience to others. Suddenly, he didn't want Xue Yao to be troubled by his persistence. 。Although they love each other, there are also people who are not suitable to be together. 。And she and Xue Yao also reluctantly joined this line. 。Still Xue Yao Qingjing 。"I'm going back, I won't bother you anymore." 。You should also go abroad, the farther away from me this wretch, the better. 。Chu Yang didn't wait for her to finish speaking before getting up. Xue Yao hadn't even had time to stop him when he had already walked out of Xue Yao's room. 。Xue Yao sat on the bed, stunned. Although she was worried about Chu Yang, she didn't chase after him. 。Chu Yang is not a jerk, he's not a scoundrel. 。He is a kind and good person. 。...she's just unsure if she can open her heart, if she can accept Chu Yang... 。Chu Yang's words before leaving, Xue Yao thought about them and felt heartbroken. 。How disappointed must she have been to say such degrading things. 。Is she being too much Shouldn't she reconsider 。But didn't Chu Yang's last words already mean giving up Does it mean they've truly broken up in a real sense I don't know if it's because of the breakup with Chu Yang, but things seem to have turned around for me... 。Maybe her sincerity in wanting to go abroad moved heaven, the next day at noon Xue Yao received the notice that she was approved to study abroad. 。With all her travel documents back in hand, Xue Yao sat silently in the car. 。She had always longed to leave, and finally she could, but her heart was in turmoil; she was reluctant. 。To whom would I be reluctant to part Not my friends, not my parents, but Chu Yang who decided to give up on her. 。Xue Yao was torturing herself when Chu Yang sent her a message. 。"Your travel documents should have arrived by now." 。Let me apologize first. I messed up again on your travel arrangements. 。My friends have always found various reasons to reject your study abroad application. 。I'm sorry, I kept you waiting for so long. 。This kind of thing will never happen again. I wish you happiness. 。After reading Chu Yang's information, Xue Yao cried out of grievance. 。Are all men this fickle One second he's lying in her bed, professing his love, and the next he so easily gives up. 。Now it's even worse, wishing her happiness. 。How can she be so happy, losing the person she loves the most, how is that possible 。"Joe Shun-chen, you bastard! You've messed everything up, you stopped me from going abroad, why couldn't you just finish it Why didn't you persist Why did you back out halfway Why are you hurting me again" 。"You bastard, you're a big bastard" 。" Xue Yao sat in the car, scolding Chu Yang, blaming Chu Yang, hating Chu Yang, and crying loudly. 。This was the first time she cried while sober after breaking up with Chu Yang. It was the first time she felt the reality of their separation, the first time she felt like strangers to each other. 。Their fate had run its course and they were finished. 。Xue Yao leaned on the steering wheel, crying her heart out...Chu Yang wasn't doing any better over there. From last night to now, even with the effects of alcohol, he hadn't closed his eyes for a moment. 。Back at the villa, standing by the bedroom window, looking out at the night sky that had nothing to do with my mood. 。This morning I came to the company and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, continuing to daydream. 。Until she received a phone call from her friend saying that Xue Yao's study abroad materials had been taken, she edited a message and sent it to Xue Yao. 。If last night was a momentary impulse to give up, then now is the most serious I've ever been. 。Though the message had already been sent, Chu Yang remained staring at it blankly. 。Yesterday evening, even though he had drunk a lot, he realized something very embarrassing. 。His attitude made him realize that his selfishness had seriously affected Xue Yao's peaceful life. 。Such love has already been loathed, how can it be called love 。Everyone said that loving someone would make her happy. Xue Yao's happiness was him being far away, Xue Yao's happiness was not having this scumbag bother her, Xue Yao's happiness was studying abroad to enrich herself. 。Since these are Xue Yao's happiness, he is willing to give her up and bless her. 。But there's something he needs to bear himself, which is how to bear the loss of Xue Yao, and how to manage his heart full of pain. 。It seems too difficult, even harder than conquering a kingdom. 。o this topic " 。Although contradictory, it wasn't to the point of anger, so Qin Jingwen didn't stop 。"Things have passed for so long, why keep it in your heart" 。"How much can your heart possibly ho...